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Im so exausted, but so proud of myself.. One friday, one saturday, an one today... I was one of the main reasons three people didnt commit suicide this weekend.. Im so proud.. I never thought i could do something so large.. Me.. I helped save lives..
It just makes me so happy.. Everyone on twitter is sending me "thank you" "i love you!!" or "youre amazing" "my best friend on twitter" "greatest person i know". "amazing friend" " always with you" "only person i could trust" "the reason ive held on"... Its just.. So so deep :") it makes me so happy.. And so proud of my life..
Sorry for these random rants.. But i thought it was a great accomplishment :")
It just makes me so happy.. Everyone on twitter is sending me "thank you" "i love you!!" or "youre amazing" "my best friend on twitter" "greatest person i know". "amazing friend" " always with you" "only person i could trust" "the reason ive held on"... Its just.. So so deep :") it makes me so happy.. And so proud of my life..
Sorry for these random rants.. But i thought it was a great accomplishment :")
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Im done.. In so much pain right now... Im sorry
So this was me on twitter:
xXAna.Is.My.FriendXx
Emo, depressed, suicidal. Self-harms and Ana is my friend. Loves BVB, BT and more. Im here for anyone who wants to talk with someone. @DrAndyBiersack is mine~
Hell
And i just had the worst day of my life... First, i was dragged into a miserable guilt of leaving Cara.. That girl that was basically killing me with the depression? Yeah got guilted into being forced to talk with her again. Then guess what happened for ol jolly good me? Someone decided to come and say:
-@AsWeSleepx3: Your bio and name litrally scream "I'm a wanna be "emo" attention whore."
Yeah.. Thanks.. Because ive already at
Get me away from this hell please...
im sick and tired of this motherfuckign shit!!! im done with people telling me what i fucking think, how i fucking feel, and what ill fucking do!!! YOU DONT FUCKING KNOW ME!! im going to laugh at you and call you stupid? ok maybe i wouldve laughed but people forget some shit sometimes!! i know i do so why wouldnt it be ok for you to?!
i have enough of this fucking shit at home!! i say im sorry and all i fucking get is a "no youre not!!" like, FUCK YOU YOU DONT KNOW ME!! at ALL!!
if youre going to tell me what to do, what i think, what ill do, or what id say, GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME. if i wanted to be home, ID STAY FUCKING HOME!!! like i d
Sorry for being away lots... Ill explain...(rant)
Sorry for being away guys...
You see, the third person i was trying to talk out of suicide was having troubles... It was getting harder and harder for me...
She was torturing me. She kept saying things like "i have 16 minutes left" and things like that to me...
I broke.
Completely shattered.
I couldnt handle the thought of not being able to save her...
And i got really sick.
All the depression, stress, sadness, etc, all caught up. I feel dead... Ive had a terrible headach for over three days. My stomach hurts. I barely eat. No matter how early i go to bed, i always keep waking up. I cant settle. I cant get any sleep. I LOOK dead. My s
Ohmygod shes alive!!! Shes still alive!!!!!!
That girl. Shes alive!!! Shes not dead!!! Shes not gon yet!! Maybe we still have a chance!! Merrrrrr please stay with us...
Sorry again for the random sorta rant.. >.
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Wow! That's awesome! ^^ Good job